Terrence Lim

2008-07-14T19:41:00.000-07:00

Finally i start blogging again -.-! after erm 3 months? no lar less -.-! where to start, so much things to say/ type where do i start from! hmm, nvm. I just quited clementi ite due to no interest in the course! Some ppl ask me why i quit i had stay there for about half year! I told them since i know i hav no interest in it and i know i cmi in it y waste the 2 years there! Last week also meet out with my bros xD. When to catch a movie and walk around orchard. Boring sia! Now a days busy with my bbdc driving lesson. Tink i need wait next year for my army liao sianz! I always been the middle man for everything! haha! yiming u should know y i said this lols! But in the middle man of the wrong situation -.-! Still the same working at OCS -.-! Nothing much to write le lols! Nothing much to tink about! Oya, any1 hav any problems feel free to call me lol! Love entertaining ppl xD Shall end here with a poem xD! Tc!

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Just for ya

When love is an affliction,
There's not much one can do.
Despite the way you've treated me,
I'm still in love with you.

I am the wave and you the rock
Against which I must break:
Again, again the crushing jolt,
The pain I can't forsake;

Again, again the long retreat
To safety, far from shore,
And then again, I don't know why,
The long trip back for more.

Perhaps it is nostalgia for
A long uncertain glow,
Or just some hope so beautiful
I cannot let it go.

Perhaps it is the need to try
For those who must depend
On who we are and what we do,
For whom this should not end.

What evil makes you hurt me so,
What defect of the heart?
What sense there is no greater whole
Of which you are a part?

What lonely choice that only you
Be served by what you choose?
What hard, hard fear of losing what
It is a gift to lose?

I dream sometimes my waiting love
Has made you turn again.
But you care only for yourself,
And I must love in vain.

I just sit by and watch
As sec/mins/hours/days/months/years passby
I be forever sitting by and watch
Cause i dare not dream again!

2008-05-30T20:23:00.000-07:00

Had a song which i found over the web! Share those who view my blog xD!

This song title is Our story by Deestylistic!!

Just for everyone!

"Yeah..yep..I miss you..me too""come on"
[Verse One]
Tears coming down my eyes
So hoping that you'll never lie
Say you'll be there to be by my side
But now you're gone, you left me all on my own
I miss the late night talks and
Your voice on the phone
And the moments we shared can never be replaced
[something] can never be erased cuz
Baby i'm willing to give you all my love
I'm missing you so come back to me and give me a hug
Tell me girl
If you still feel the same
And when youre dreaming at night
You still see my face
And you're missing all those late night talks on the phone
That without me, girl, you feel so alone
Cuz if you don't, and you say you're done
Then all the feelings I had will be all wrong
And it might be true, that cupid doesnt lie
But it doesn't matter now cuz
You're not in my life
[chorus]
So many tears and lonely nights
Now that you're gone and
I still can't believe I had to turn to this song
Missing you with every heartbeat, every second in my life
Wishing I could go back and make everything all right
But youre gone from my heart
You left me [something]
Every second of my life and
I dont understand
Now everythigns lonely, and
Nothing seems right
Everyday sitting, wishing you would come back in my life
[chorus]
I wanna tell you I love you in a special way
Hold your hand and tell you that I love you everyday
Thinking bout that night we were holding hands
I was looking to your eyes with so much romance
So tell me girl, what you wanna do
I'll do everything that you wanna do
Just give me one more chance
To prove myself
That without you in my life, theres nobody else
[chorus]

Lycis so nice =(''

I always there!

2008-05-29T00:01:00.000-07:00

Just for ya!

Am I Alone?
by Megan Hance

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.
Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.
I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

Credit by Megan Hance
http://www.netpoets.com/poems/depress/1387001.htm

Just for ya!

I would live in your love as the sea-grasses live in the sea, borne up by each wave as it passes, drawn down by each wave that recedes:
I would empty my soul of the dream, that have gathered in me, I would beat with youe heart as it beats, I would follow your soul as it leads

Sianz =('

2008-05-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

So sianz in school so decided to blog -.-! Singapore so boring I wondered how many times have I repected this. Every morning go to school sleep, eat, study, slack, after school go work till late then go home play maple till 1am then zzz. The next day same things happen again! Walao so bored lol. I sometime ask myself why I working ar?
-.-! I also enough money to feed myself haha! But promise susan work long term hah so must tahan lol! Hah I stop here bah there some poems which I wrote myself and some found in the web I never copywrite ar xD. Got giv credit to the person I copy le lolls!

THOUGHT OF THE DAY

WHY WORRY AND HAVE
WRINKLES.
WHEN YOU CAN SMILE
AN HAVE DIMPLES.
IT'S HARD TO BE MAD.
IT'S EASY TO BE GLAD.

Credit by Tamara Thompson

Just for those readers out there xD

At first we loved, but not again.
We met at the mall,
and we talked ever since.
We stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time, we'd
Stand together. Holding hands
as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken, u seem
to ignore, The pain I
have, when u left me sore.
Our love was strong In which now your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without u by my side,
I wish we could love each
other like we did that one time.

Bu yao copyright ^_^!
By: Terrence Lim( this not about me wo ) -.-!~

Just for ya

These moments in time are yours,
These two moments are your to keep.
Treasure them
For we must each go along our own paths,
You to your destiny,
I to mine.
The dreams I dream of you,
As I lay awake at night.
Tears flowing down your face,
Rivers flowing down mine,
As we think of our parting,
And reminisce our love.
But always remember,
That I am here, I am here,
I am here in your very beginning.
Our love cannot be forgotten
For I am here, I am here,
Hiding from you.

By: Terrence Lim

God of poems
I still waiting for ya
I still dreaming for ya
I still thinking for ya
I still love ya
I still miss ya
I still ........ ya

2008-05-15T01:09:00.000-07:00

Haha back to blogging! Currently in sch dam sianz lar Clementi ITE -.-! For our subject on OFFICE APPLICATIONS, bO teacher teach 1 lols! Every1 so slack while there some others so hardworking hah! For me half half lar half copy half ownself do trade with ppl to copy mah xD
Sianz still working everyday ppl ask me why i so much $$$ still work hah! I ask myself this question i also don know -.-! Sometime i feel that i no time of my own to do things of my own! hah! buay tahan liao if this continues! hah! Last week i bought 4 books from an online friends for $39.80. Not bad le i influence till half of the class want to read the book. Those books titles are Journey, You are here, A Photogenic Life, I believe you!~ If any1 need any of those books inform me xD. Hehe! Many things happen in sch also don feel like bring up if not ltr offend other ppl xD hah! Btw i just came cross some stuff which i feel quiet interesting in the book.

Here it goes!!!

We took a long walk along the beach, glancing out at the sea.The sun had just set, leaving a breathtaking image on the horizon. The currents of the sea slowly devoured the yellow light at the horizon. The tide was high, constantly threatening to push her tip to our feet.We chatted as we walked. Jacky told me more about his childhood and his mother. He said that he felt compelled to help others when he was young due to his father’s death. His father was his hero. I, having nothing to say about any hero, just told him more about Landy. I was about to mention one of Landy’s less desirable habits when he suddenly interrupted.“Can I hold your hand?” he said.I wanted to smile, to jump around in ecstasy and hug him tight, and then kiss him and tell him how delighted I am. However, I did none of the above. I balled my hand into a fist and snorted, “I only allow my boyfriend to hold my hand.”“Can I hold your hand?”I looked away from him, trying to find something to say. “You can’t be my boyfriend. You said that before. You’ve got your… reasons.”“Can I hold your hand?”Now I really felt like punching him. “No. Because only lovers hold hands. And we are not lovers.” Not yet.“Can I hold your hand?”“I am not your girlfriend. I cannot be, because I have this curse, and you’ve got your own reasons.”“Can I hold your hand?“Only if you’re my boyfriend and I’m your girlfriend, then we can.”“Can I hold your hand?”“Remember what you once said?” I bit my lips. I was staring at the ground, my heart beating a lot faster. My body seemed to jerk and I was blinking a lot faster than normal. “If we hold hands, your reputation will be spoilt. I don’t want to do that.”“Can I… hold your hand?” he repeated, this time weaker.I continued walking. This was getting nowhere. I turned to him, ready to scold him aloud when I stopped in my tracks.His eyes were red, and a few drops of tears were rolling off his eyes. He was breathing deeply. For the first time since I had known him, the tough and jovial Jacky was crying in front of me.

And he did not hold my hand. Instead, I held his and wiped off his tears. And as my blinking glistened back to normalcy, tears rolled out of my eyes as well and I jerked harder.We were like two scared, crying school kids who were lost. But when I felt his hand on mine, I felt no fear. Only warmth.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
We locked hands till we reached my house. Throughout the journey, we were silent, as if words had suddenly vanished from our mind. But when we reached my void deck, he released my hand and said, “Joanna, I’m always here. I’m always here, if you ever need me. Here.” He pointed to his heart.This time, I could no longer resist the urge to hug him. I wrapped my arms around him. The tough introvert Joanna was crying for the second time within a span of an hour. “Thanks” that was all I could manage to say.Jacky released me gently and took tissue paper to wipe off my tears. “Remember this. If you ever need me and I’m not around, just wait for me. Because I’ll always be here.”I nodded.“I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight.”I nodded. If he kept on talking, I could flood the void deck with my tears.“Remember: To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. But me, I will change the world for you.”I said nothing because my mouth had been choked with my sobbing.Gosh oh gosh. Don’t wake me up. Please, let time reach a standstill now. Right now. Gosh.

Extracted From: You are here =)

Just for those ppl!!

Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true...

My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving. I Love You!

Kiss me and you shall see stars, love me and I'll give them to you.

I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...

You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart... I Miss You!

Just for ya!!!

Here I sit, thinking only of you
Wondering what is to become of us
Understanding all you have been through
Hoping to slowly gain your trust
My heart aches for you, and also I yearn
I want to understand you
In hopes that I will learn
Your unique and special qualities amaze me
Your smile
Your mind
Your voice and its beautiful sound
Your eyes
Your hair
Your ability to cheer me up
When you see that I am down
My feelings for you go beyond that of words
And at first it didn't seem real
But that just taught me a lesson
In doubting what I feel
It seems I dreamed you into life
And the reason for my stare
The bluest sky
The deepest sea
Don't even compare
And thoughts of you
Run through my head
Every hour of the day
I hope that you will understand
Just how I feel about you
I want to be your guiding hand
For all that you go through

What if u ever regreted?
Haha! Stay happy =)

2008-05-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

Just for ya!!

IF i knew it would be the last time i hear from you,
i would record each words that you said and reply them throught out!!!

If i knew it would be the last time i saw you,
I would stop and say 'I LOVE YOU' instead of assuming you know i do!!!

If i knew it would be the last time i hug you,
I would rather you not hug me as memories of you will forever appear in my heart!!!

If i knew i would be the last time i kiss you,
I would call you back for just one more!!!

If i knew if would be the last to hold on you,
I would hold you tight no matter what, persuading you not to leave me!!!

If i knew that your love for me has fade away
I would rather not knowing!!!!

Just for you onli!!!!

I was walking down by a road filled with darkness
I was just following a light ray guided by you
Just when i was walking happily following along your guilded ray
A gun shot went off and came right into my heart
I felt nothing, just drop onto the floor
The ray of light disappeared, i felt empty
Once again my life was in complete darkness!!!

Every1 out there to enjoy xD

Tears coming down my eyes
You said that you be there by myside
You never keep your promise
Tell me gal you still be the same
Without you in my life i feel so lonely
So many tears at night
Wishing not to look back at the time
Enjoy listening to every heart beat of yours
Every dance step of yours
And those special things you do
Cause it doesnt matter now cause you not in my life!!!

Falling for the wrong person
Told myself not to by i still did
Its hurts lots =(''

By: Terrence =(' lonely-guardian-angel always be there by urside waiting!!!

2008-05-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

Wa so late liao cant sleep hah! so decided to update my blog lols!

Just for everyone out there!!

I sit in the park where i dwell,
For this boy i love so well.
He took my heart away from me,
Now he wants to set me free.
I see a girl on his lap,
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed,
Not a word to mother was said,
Father came home late that night,
He looked at me from left to right.
He saw me hanging from a rope,
He took his knife to cut me down.
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave, Dig it deep,
Dig my grave, From head to feet.
And on the top place a dove.
And remember this, i died for love...

Things ppl afraid of ^_^!!!

When i first saw you?
I was afraid to meet you!

When i first met you?
I was afraid to kiss you!

When i first kissed you?
I was afraid to love you!

But now that i love you?
I am afraid to lose you! =('

Someone who secret in love lols!
hah! jking diao!

2008-05-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

Wa diao tiring day sia! Friday went badminton trainning from 1pm to 6.45pm and i had to rush down to work lol! diao, i was suppose to start work on 6pm but i arrive at 7.15pm lol! i work from 7.15pm to 7.45pm got a pay of 15 dollar hah! diao but only works on friday -.-! today le went badminton also-.-! from 4pm to 6pm. Tiring liao! Hands and legs also pain lol! Tml le? wa also badminton -.-! From 9.30am to 10.30am and 12.30pm to 1.30pm -.-! Going b a tiring week liao! hah!

Just for ya

Me: tell her how you feel
is what my friends said
so i picked up the phone
called your house
you answerd
i said "i love you"and hung up right after
the next day
i told you it was a bet from a friend
it was partly true
but you didnt answer
no sassy come back which you always do
just stood there
the walked away

She: he called my house
I picked uphe told me he loved me
then hung up
the next day
i was going to tell you i loved you back
but you said it was a bet
i had everything planned out
every move i planned
every word
but when you said that...
i had nothing to say
i stood and watched you
as you broke my heart

Asshole hol that guys! Hope that you ppl r not like that =.=!!

Endless walk on the beach!
Endless days missing you!
Endless time having without you!
Endless night without you by myside!
An endless life I having!
Wonder who, when will my endless suffering will end?

Endless love ^_^ (edited version) LOL

My love, there is you only life
The only thing that is right
My first love, your every breath that I take
Your every step I make
And I
I want to share all my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much I care
Oh yes, you will always be my endless love

=)
Seeing you happy
i happy =)

2008-05-06T17:44:00.000-07:00

Nothing to do decided to update my blog in school! Quiet a boring day for me. This morning wake up when i look at the time i was quiet late waste my bloody money take a cab to sch $14.60.
zzzz. Haha if ppl ask me how lesson in sch. Not bad lar accept for i don really understand wat they teaching. Any more updates i be updating at night!

Just for ya

without you, life we not as meaningful as before,
without you, there nothing for me to believe in this world,
without you, the bright morning sunshine will always be darkness for me,
without you, there nothing much in this world for me to stay on,
without you, every moment away from you is a moments wasted
without you, every thing I do without you is regretted
without you, every breath I take without you is useless
without you, every beat of my heart
the warm summer nights
all love in the world
MEANS NOTHING WITHOUT YOU!!

i believe in you,
i will wait patiently

2008-05-06T07:38:00.001-07:00

Wa, a very tiring day indeed! hah! Everyday after sch still need go work ayo ayo! =.=! Today in sch lesson dam boring sia wan sleep went come to mdm (see) class. hah after sch stright go work lol! nothing much happen during work accept everyday having stupid errors need wait wasting time. hah today after work also went out to eat with desmond, kendrick and rest of them. hah not bad lar the day but tiring tml still need go catch a movie after sch and went down to book court for badminton. Seem like this month a month of couples to break -.-! hanix. A short short "story" for those readers out there =)

Just for ya

A boy who falls in love with someone.
A boy who guessing wats the other partner are thinking

i wonder if u love me? i bet u dont
i wonder if u ever like me? i bet u dont
i wonder if u ever fall for me? i bet u dont
i wonder if u ever walk the road with me? i bet u dont
i wonder if u ever hold my hands? i bet u dont
i wonder if u ever giv me the chance to shower u with love? i bet u dont
i wonder if i should giv up thinking of u? i bet i should
i wonder if i could forget you? not in this lifetime

After all its just my thinking of how she feels
I will never know wat she is thinking about or wat she thinks about me
People ask why u dare not ask her?
The only ans i could giv was i once fall for someone and she broke my heart,
I do not have the courage to love someone again because i dont wan to break the heart that i spent times fixing it.

Saying goodbye is never easy
It's the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.

Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.

You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without a warning
No good-byes, my only regret.

Wherever I may be now
Always searching for another so true
To place my world of emotion
Handing my love to someone like you.
If again I must go there

And experience all the pain
I would do it in a minute
For all the good I would gain.
No matter what my wrongs
You offered only love

Until the day you left me
I never stop missing you,
I just wanted you to know, dear
How much I really did care.

hah! that all i have for today! Brain siao liao if continue think hehe! Take care my readers. The boy is who? Of course its me haha!

Terrence's story =('

2008-05-04T05:54:00.000-07:00

Tired sia today went out with friends to catch a movie and playing bowling hah! Tired lar lazy update more! hah! Funny sia! Only busy everyday playing cabal -.-! any1 playing cabal venus free to add me ign: LeGaCyD ^_^

Just for everyone!!

When you have know light to guide you
and no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
when the night is dark and stormy
you won't have to search for me
when you don't know how or why
but you have lost you way
have now fear when your dreams are falling
I will hear your spirit calling
and I swear I will be there
see even if we can not be together now and forever
and I swear that I will be there
we all need somebody we can turn to
someone who will always understand
so even if your soul is dieing
and you need the strength to keep trying
I’ll reach out and take your hand
for I will come to you

^_^!!!

Life is full of ups an downs
Happy go lucky =)

2008-04-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

Thought of writing more ^_^! Take a look of wat i have here!!!

Just for ya!!

There was a [Boy]...There was a [Girl]...Who were both too [shy] to say...How much they [loved] each other...He was [always] the popular one...She was [always] the second one to be noticed...But [Neither] of them cared...They saw each other at school that day...But not one could admit their [feelings]...The girl waited on Msn [all] night...She was [just] about to sign out when...His name came up... it gave her [butterflies!]...And then he [suddenly] spoke to her..."Hello, there's something i [need] to say to you,"..."Actually," she replied..."There's something i [need] to say to you as well"..."I [love] YOU,"...The boy: "will you go out with me?,"...The girl couldn't [believe] what she was reading...The girl: "OF COURSE!"...From that day on they did [everything] together...They were [inseperable]...Both of them were in a [dream] world,Until the boy rang the girl one day..."Honey, there's something i [have] to say to you"..."Whats that? replied the girl in a [quivering] voice..."I'm moving to America...And I'm [never] coming back"..."I will miss you like no-one else, but i will [always] Love you"...The girl dropped the phone on the floor, and ran up to her room...The boy wrote her a letter the next day, and left it under her door...The girl found the letter, but was so [heartbroken]...She kept it hidden in her diary...She awoke the next morning, and the boy left a message on her mobile..."Honey I'm leaving tml, n my onli [last] wish is to say [goodbye] 2 you...Hearing his voice just ripped her heart in two,She could't [bear] to say goodbye, so she went for a long walk...She [cried] herself to sleep that night,And she awoke with her eyes stainned with her Mascara...She walked downstairs, and switched her T.V...To her [horror], the headline read: plane crash Horror at 5This morning, none survived...She dropped the remote, and left the house in a fit of despair...She knew she [never] granted him his last wish,...And that is what [hurt] her the most...She skipped school that day...She couldn't [bear] to [see] her friends....She lay in bed reading her diary that night,...And a piece of paper fell out, it was the boy's letter...She was just about to open it when...There was a knock at the door..."That will be mun home from work, "she thought...She dragged herself downstairs, still with e piece of paper in her hand...And opened the front door...And standing in the doorway was the boy...But...But you [died] in that plane crash!" she cried..."I never caught that plane," he said,...Do you think i would have left, when i knew I'd forgotten something?..."What would that be?" said the girl in [shock]..."My letter," he replied, pointing at her hand...The girl opened it and inside it read....Don't ever lose this, because i [will] be coming back for it...Let's just say its another excuse to say I LOVE YOU one last time...=('

Another story by Terrence!No copywrite

2008-04-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

Finally i have time to have my updates on my blog! Its been long nice i last blog! haha! Life continues as per normal i got in ITE this year courses on Business information-Tech. Haha! Mnay things had happen! I don dare to love again! First day of sch sianz liao lol! 3 hours break? Waste my bloody time! 2nd week kana hair! >.<>

Just for ya!

If i had to choose between loving you and breathing i would use my last breath to say "I LOVE YOU"Love is love, love is you,I love love,So i love you! ^_^

Boy: i saw her today
Girl: i saw him today
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Boy: she looks better than before
Girl: i couldt stop staring at him
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Boy: i asked how things were going
Girl: i asked about his new girlfriend
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Boy: i'd pick her over any girl i'm with
Girl: he's probably really happy now
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Boy: i cant even look her without crying
Girl: he couldn't even look at me
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Boy: i told her i miss her
Girl: he doesnt mean it
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Boy: i love her
Girl: he loves his new / ex girlfriend
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Boy: i held her for the last time
Girl: he gave me a friendly hug
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Boy: then i went home and cried
Girl: then i went home and cried
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Boy: i lost her!!!
Girl: i love him!!!

The worst thing about loving you?Is watching you love someone else!Never make somebody your everythingcause when they gone??You've got nothing!!If you were to ask how many times u ran thru my mind, I'd only say once coz u never even left!!!

Life was so simple!The only THING that ever made SENSE to me was YOU!!

2007-12-24T22:13:00.000-08:00

Nothing to say just missing our days...

Just for ya

Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.

Miss the days
=('
Merry christmas

2007-12-22T22:05:00.000-08:00

Wat a tiring day for me! Out to town to catch a movie which was super lame! The show is called Citizen which is a Thailand show. After the show we went back to my cousin house for gathering and we headed to Paradise centre to play lan till about 1am and we headed to play pool all way till 5am. -.-! Tiring le. Quiet suai today about 5.15am i got a cab i ask him if they accept POSB? He told me "se mi lei de"? LOL so i deceded to go to the nearest POSB to withdrawn money. There are to machines, First machine is out of service, the second machine said my POSB cant withdrawn money o.O? WTF sia! So lan that place 2 POSB only. PS sia i had to walk to The Cathay and withdrawn money and i got on a cab. I ask the driver if they accept POSB he said of course -.-! WA LAO, waste my time. lol! now i back home blogging lol. Sianz monday start work le. Under wat company? Citycab and Confort grr -.-!

Just for Fun

Wat starts with a T and ends with a T and has T i

Just for ya

To try and try and yet come up short,
to hang my head while giving report,
not able to make anything right,
turns brightest day to darkest night.
Amidst thoughts of strength to find myself weak
brings a gut-wrenching pain of which my heart cannot speak.
Failure has never been part of my plan.
I curse times I don’t,
when I know that I can.
My standard, my goal,
my hope is perfection,
yet I am met with regret,
rebuke and rejection.
Failure is a companion I have grown to despise,
its taunts and its laughs are not found in your eyes.
In you I can see love,
understanding and more.
You think me a winner regardless life’s score.
When I’ve nearly given up, drowning in failure,
you life my life, my sight, my plight to the Savior.
A loving like yours in this life is most glorious,
although I’m imperfect with you and Christ I’m victorious.

Having fun.
Walk 1 step count 1 step (singlish) XD

2007-12-21T21:52:00.000-08:00

Wat a tiring day i had! I just realise that its quiet enjoyable to celebrate chirstmas with new friends. Haha. Early morning, ah wei meet me at tiong bahru to get some gifts for gift exchange. We took a long time before getting our present rdy. At first we meet kithao, yiming and my younger mei mei in the mrt to meet the so called incharge called Samatha and her younger sister who is also waiting for 'O' lvl result Clarasa. Hope that i never spell ur name wrongly haha!They brought us to a place which i ask them wat this place called? Samatha said block 80 -.-! Ayo i cant rember all those 'ladies' and 'mens' name. Too much crap to write and i over tired. We had games which was fun and gift exchange which had some twist in it which i never had expected haha! i wonder who got my lovely blue 'creature' XD. We took lots and lots of picture. Remember those pictures =) Thx to those erm 28 people who take part in it =)

Just for all of my new friends

Last christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
Ill give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
WellIts been a year
It doesnt surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you
I meant it
Now I know what a fool Ive been
But if you kissed me nowI know youd fool me again

Chorus

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
Im hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My God I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now Ive found a real love youll never fool me again

Chorus x2

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year Ill give it to someone
Ill give it to someone special.

Treasure ur friends =)
Mayb we meet somedays
Wish every1 Merry x'mas

2007-12-17T21:43:00.000-08:00

Haniz! wat a tiring day. Its 11.30am and i had not even had any sleep at all. Blame who? of course my friends and cousin coming my house distubing me day and night lol! They come my house have some cards game, eat, chat, play com and most of all talking cock stuff -.-! Nowadays its so boring -.-! Wake up, slack, play com, go out there nothing much to do. Oya just now when i went to eat with a few of my friends around 3.30am. we saw a ''AH MO'' bussinessman. His shooulder was on 2 young ladys around 20+. When i was eating my cousin heard that ''AH MO'' said this to the 2 'ladies'. -.-! My .... is very big. LOL WTF? His hand was going all around that 2 lady i see till wan laught lol. I was wondering now a days Singapore is such a ... country ar? No words to discribe -.-! Had to go sleep now i guess i wake up at 7pm again -.- had to start working on monday! Take care tata! XD. Haha. 1 last thing Mr Kit careful when u walking home LOL don faint on ur way home.

Just for ya

At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish for us to be together againBut in the morning I realize it was all
At Night

Boring day!mayb mayb mayb

2007-12-16T02:48:00.000-08:00

Wa again i wake up at 7pm -.-! Too bored so decided to sleep more lol! I had a story to share. Singaporean bus drivers are retarts. Why are they so busybody? That time when i going to eastcoast i found out that i had no ez-link so i decided to drop coins in the stupid machine. After i drop 60 cents the bus driver asked me. Do u think is enought? Fu! piss off sia! i open my wallet and decided to drop a 5 dollar note. He said in chinese "bu yao, na ke ji qi bu ke yi accept notes". After this journey i learn that i must drop 1 dollar. Another day i went up a bus on my way to school, i dropped 1 dollar into the machine. This time around the bus driver said y u drop so much? You very rich ar? Knn sia. I drop 60 cents ppl say too little, i drop 1 dollar they caobei me say i rich ass. WTF i happy drop 1 dollar can not meh. Also not u earn is the company earn mah -.-! Lmao. Don know wat nowadays bus drivers thinking.

Wake up? slacking again of course nothing to do mah! Play dota lol! Anything Free to pm me in dota under ZION. IGN:hunghengpai XD GTG go back my games. See ya!

Just for ya

Gazing at the moonMy heart loves to the core.For once I fell in lovelike no other time before.I met her from the hills,just text, and window basedThe butterflies set in,with such beauty, she was graced.With kindness and a voiceShe patched up every soreWas it meant to be,as it's never been before?Summer, it came with fireFor at that time we metAnd as that wood door opened,I knew where my heart was set.Hand in hand we walked,My faith to her I swore,as we kissed that first sweet timeWe melted on the floor.As the leaves fell off the treesWarmth shared through the winter,of course we had our problems,flicked off as though a splinter.Lots of hurdles came,With those came the pain.But after all that we've enduredone fact remains the same.Seasons spent together,In fact, we lasted four,the fact remains, I still love herForever, and ever more.I pray that she'll come backI Hope I'm in her mind,So much I want to share,Don't care if love is blind!As she drifts awaythere's nothing I want morethen to feel her love again,As I've never felt before.

I not sureMayb i still in love with youHad promise to youI will only love you

2007-12-15T14:13:00.000-08:00

Hehe! Just testing out my first blog i created.Wat a boring day i hate today! wake up "early" in the morning at 7pm -.-! Last night had fun with my cousins and brothers in my house lol. Slacking all the way till the next day! This "morning" wake up chiong dota till now and i decided to create a blog! Oya just got a job and wats more? It starts 1 day before chirstmas! Omg can not enjoy myself during christmas =(. Had to wait till jan for my driving exam grrr! Had to go sleep liao tata!

Just for ya

They had been together for many a year,Now all he can feel is fear.He gave all that he could give,It just wasn't the way she wanted to live.She left without a backward glance,Not even giving their love a chance.He often wonders what he could have done,To keep her from going on the run.Now he is living all alone,With nothing he can call his own.He can barely make himself to eat,Wondering if his life will again be complete.This man is now moving along,Building his courage, and becoming strong.Time will heal his broken pride,Toward the sunrise his heart will glide.

Always aloneLucky i had my brothers to back me on!xDD